.: Kryn Roleplaying - (Calla and Maple) - [can be mature]

[Maple ♥]

    Bryn was crying too; mad at the world for sending Kayden to stop her and see her like this. His tears made her sad, maybe a bit regretful. But honestly she was too out of it to really do muhc more than let her face contort into pain as she let her wrist fall to the bed beside her head, soaking the quit now as more and more blood left her skin.

       A morbid, sarcastic laugh left her lips and she rolled onto her back slowly, looking up at the ceiling above her as her vision blurred in and out. Slowly spots were forming and darkness was pulling at the back of her mind. "Everyone left me alone, even when I was scared."

    She was so tired. She didn't want to fight anymore. The heaviness surrounding her chest felt like someone was laying rocks there, making it harder and harder to breath. 

    Her lips parted slightly as she sucked in a ragged breath, her eyes fluttering because tears were trailing down from them to her ears. "Maybe if someone loved me enough I might not want this to happen. But I just want to leave," her voice cracked, her bottom lip trembling as her eye lids became heavier and heavier. "I just want to die..." her voice was quiet because now the darkness was consuming her and finally she went unconscious. ( Not dead, don't freak )

[ᴄᴀʟʟᴀ .]

Kayden took in a deep breath, hating the iron smell that engulfed his lungs, as she suddenly fell limp. "Bryn!" He called out, trying to pick up her head and get a reaction. But that this point the high pitched wail of a siren was just outside the door. People came running in at the speed of light - too fast for the tearful Kayden to really understand. The men all circled around, stretchers in hand and plenty of equipment to take care of her way better than Kayden could even dream of. Plenty of jargon was thrown around the room to each of the uniform covered men, who had also been the ones to move the big crying dude out of the way. The only woman in the team had pulled him out of the room. Kayden was in too much shock to really say anything. To really move or walk by himself. The tears had stopped and now he was just mesmerized by the lights dancing outside and the people walking in and out of the room.

His blue eyes were as wide as could be - body hunched over on the couch in the living room with a large, thermal blanket shoved on top of him. The woman was trying to talk to him, ask him questions, but it was going in one ear and out the other. He felt he couldn't listen and just had to hold his body together with his arms wrapped around his stomach. The whole in his midsection seemed to only get larger as reality set in. More like, as Bryn's body was rolled in a stretcher past the threshold and out the door. Tubes coming this way and that. Someone forcing her breath. It was all just too terrifying to watch so he quickly dropped his eyes. It was finally time to focus on the woman's voice. Maybe it would help him melt away into the background like he wanted to at this point.

He couldn't help but feel at fault. 

He was the reason she wanted to die.

His voice was husky and rough, but he answered the woman's questions. What was the relation? What was he doing there? What had she done to herself? how long ago? How old was she? anything like that, but what hurt the most is when the woman asked him "Why would she do that?" Her voice was soft, like she didn't mean for it to sting as much as it did. It made Kayden physically cringe in pain as he buckled over, shoving his face into his palms. "I'm a fuck-up." He muttered, letting the tears wash over him again.


SKIP TO HOSPITAL ?! aAFSDFI ?!

[Maple ♥]

{ Yes we shall skip to when she wakey wakey up-y }

    Bryn's aunt and uncle, who had surprised her by not telling her they left for California on a 'business' trip were called immediately by using Bryn's hospital records. She'd been in the hospital many times before...before her parents died. Then once more when she sprained her ankle running from some kids trying to beat her up in the ninth grade. But this experience was nothing like that. Now, everything was different.

    She woke up the next day, her body jolting a little as it came back from it's induced slumber. Instantly pain tingled her skin all over; every place she'd cut hurt and felt itchy beneath what she now realized were bandages. When she tried stretching it sent another shock of hurt through her muscles and made her groan slightly. Oh fuck she'd messed up. Oh fuck she was in big trouble.

    Oh fuck. 

    There was a needle pressed permanently into the vein in her elbow crease ( she assumed they wouldn't put it anywhere near her wrists for a reason ). Two pokes connected to tubes and bags that rose above her head put medicine and blood into her. What? Blood? Why were they putting blood in her?

    Eyes now fluttering open completely, she stared wide eyed at the ceiling; blinking until her sight adjusted to the light. Her mind felt groggy, like she had a constant headache and the pain on her wrists and hips wasn't helping the throbbing there. Her tongue licked her chapped lips, taking a deep breath while looking around. She of course didn't know that her aunt and uncle had gone out of town, and seeing that she was alone in the room made her kind of panic. The heart monitor she hadn't noticed before quickened in it's constant beeping at monitoring her heart rate. Her toes wiggled under the blankets and her eyes closed tightly to fight off a bit of the pain in her mind. Ouch. Fuck. Why had she done this?

    Suddenly, every detail of what had happened came back to her and she almost shuddered in her hospital bed. Kayden had found her and called the cops; and she'd yelled in his face that she'd wanted death. Blamed him for all her pain. But it wasn't his fault. Guilt now flushed her cheeks and gut, making her want to cry out because she felt so damn bad. Her heart rate quickened again and so did the pace of the monitor. 

[ᴄᴀʟʟᴀ .]

Plastic chairs didn't offer much comfort. Neither did sitting in a room full of worried people that liked to give sideways glances at each other. Wondering why they were there too. Kayden couldn't help but join in. Parents, children, and the elderly all were packed in this tiny room - sitting in those damn uncomfortable plastic chairs. Everything about it ached. How the blue hardened material poked at your spine, or butt. How it stung that you were even here in the first place - worrying over your loved one. His blue eyes just shifted from person to person lazily, gauging their level of worry. From he's just here because he's old, to oh my god what if I lose them. Whenever he found one of those poor souls, he would have to look down at the ground. His body would physically cringe at the thought that he was in the same boat. 

Kayden had been in this stupid room for a while - almost all of the night. The only time he left was when someone had freaked out over the fact that he had some blood on his clothes. It was a nurse, asking him stupid questions and not giving him a chance to explain. Groggy and tired, he made a trip home to take a hot shower and get into actually clean clothes. Even over the night, when he knew he couldn't come see her just yet, he stayed in that damn room - waiting for some sign that Bryn was still alive. Heart beating. Chance that she could smile again.

A nurse tapped on his shoulder - hallelujah - and told him that she had woken up. That, since he wasn't directly related to her, now was okay for him to be in the room. He body jerked upright, out of that fucking plastic chair. Everything in his body told him "stop, turn around, and go to fucking sleep" but he drudged on. Bags were forming under his eyes and the normally perfect hair was just a big mess on top of his head. Not to mention that he was wearing a t-shirt, jeans, and flip-flops. Sure, not the best thing to wear but it was comfortable.

He held his breath as he opened the familiar wooden door. His emotions were sitting on a teeter. Whether to be happy or terrified, he wasn't sure. As soon as the bed came into few, he could see the feet at the end stir. His heart raced as he slowly moved around the corner. At first, all he saw were wires and tubes coming in and out of her body. It was too scary not to notice. But then his eyes shifted towards Bryn and he felt he could finally let out that breath he had been holding in.

"Hey" He tried to say, but it coming out too messy. He cleared his throat and tried again, "Hey." He said, his voice only a whisper in the silence of heart monitors and machines.

[Maple ♥]

    Bryn's eyes fluttered open, because seconds before she'd heard his voice she'd been resting. The heart monitor picked up speed in it's beepings as her blue eyes landed on Kayden. Oh God she'd messed. 

    "Hi," she mouthed, licking her lips and swallowing, pain still tickling her body uncomfortably. Her body moved to reposition itself before sitting still again. 

    Now, she didn't know what to say. He'd saved her life. He'd seen her almost bleed to death. He'd been up all night, from the looks of it, and was there, standing in front of her like a night in shining armor.

    But she wasn't relieved to see him. 

    Her eyes studied him, not speaking. She didn't know what to say. Something along the lines of Sorry I tried to kill myself and you saw? Or it sucks you saw me almost bleed to death?

    Bryn's eyes closed again as she shifted in the bed once more, not making eye contact with him.

[ᴄᴀʟʟᴀ .]

Beeps, buzzing, and a little bit of distant screaming rang around their bodies as Kayden and Bryn walked around the fairgrounds. Its wasn't the hot outside - in fact it was a little chilly - but all the bodies, the black tar streets, and the kiosks selling hot food made it acceptable to walk around in just a t-shirt and jeans. That Kayden was wearing proudly. Of course, it fit a little tightly around his body like he always wore it. It was plain as well, common in Kayden's wardrobe. But today wasn't about outfits. It was about cheering both of them up, having a good time, and eating a shit-ton of artery clogging food while riding puke provoking rides. 

Being in this place made Kayden feel like a child again. It had been so long since he went to something like this. A fair of this scale. People buzzed around in the beautiful clear skies. All of them with smiles on their faces. Some with powder from funnel cakes. Some with their faces stuffed full of meat from a giant, roasted turkey leg. It was all so exciting. Every muscle in Kayden's body was firing - sending small shivers down his body. Not sure if that was because he was getting colder, or more excited though...

"So what do you want to do first?" He asked, turning to Bryn with a bright smile on his face. Using his stamped hand, he grabbed hers and tried to interlace his fingers with hers. It was funny how perfectly their hands fit together. The sizes were like a giant and a midget hanging out - but for some reason it worked. It just worked so well that it made Kayden that much more excited for the day to begin.

[Maple ♥]

    Bryn's fingers tingled at the feel of his fingers laced with hers; she loved how they fit into one another so perfectly. Guilt still hit her gut; she'd given up her 'idgaf' attitude after a few weeks of being out of the hospital because she realized even though she'd hurt Kayden so badly he still stuck with her. And that was love. The love she hadn't felt since her parents died and him and her had been best friends. Now she just felt like if she hurt him ever again, which was most likely going to happen knowing her and how she fucks everything up, she'd break him. And he didn't deserve to be broken; even if they fought over dumb shit like loosing your virginity and stuff. 

    The thought of sex suddenly sparked in Bryn's mind, making her turn her pale face to look over at her beautiful boyfriend. She'd been ready, she had. If not for their fight they probably would've had sex. But after the incident and having recovered from their fight, maybe it helped their relationship grow that much stronger. Now, she bet the sex would be ten times better. But, you know, girls don't think about that kind of stuff. 

    Her cheeks flushed red with inner embarrassment, then she brushed some hair from her face as they walked. "How about some teacups?" she pointed to the ride that they were slowly approaching. The line wasn't long, and she thought it might be better to spin before eating. But on second thought, her stomach rumbled and she flapped her hand like she was getting rid of the idea. "Wait. Scratch that. How about we eat some greasy, heart attack waiting to happen food?" she smiled at him subtly, having not really smiled very much after the incident. But she was getting there. Hopefully he could change this fad, and it would be easy to because Kayden always made her laugh like a dork.

[ᴄᴀʟʟᴀ .]

Sex wasn't on this male's mind - for once in his god damn life. He was just concerned with Bryn's well being. Her happiness. This trip was more about getting her to smile and be like that girl he had fallen for. The one that would brighten his day just by walking in the room. His own personal sunshine. Now she was a dull star. That hurt to see. So when she smiled, it only brightened Kayden further - even if it was only a slight grin. It was coming back. He could do it, right?

"That sounds amazing." He said with a chuckle before dragging her off to the nearest kiosk. The bright lights twinkled above them as they waiting in the short line. The sounds of grease and food sizzling in messy kitchens filled the area. You could almost hear the drool coming from people's mouth as they waited for their food to be prepared. It was all setting up Kayden's appetite for disaster. By the time they got to the front, Kayden was ready to ravage the entire place. He pretty much did. He ended up buying way more than needed. His arms were filled to the brim with food when they had shoved it out the window a little further down. A funnel cake here, a turkey leg there, some fries, fried pickles, fried everything, and to top it all off a sode was resting on an empty spot on his arm. He had to take the straw in his mouth just to balance the foam upright. It was all pretty comical to see this fit looking guy carrying all this unhealthy food. He wasn't really going to eat it all - but he knew that Bryn loved food just as much as he did. And they both loved options. So even if they just nibbled on a little bit of each, it was okay. It was all in the interest to make Bryn smile.

"Awight." He mumbled through clenched teeth, as they strangled the straw. He had grabbed a couple more just in case - they were sitting in between a few free fingers in his right hand. "Let's eat!" He made his best attempt to smile, but it just turned into an awkward show of teeth. Like when you ask a child to smile and they bare their chompers like a pissed off dog - stretching their features and creating deep set lines around their mouth. All the while, his eyes were scanning over Bryn's demeanor and face in a more serious way.

[Maple ♥]

    Bryn smirked at him, taking a few things from his arms and helping to carry them to a table where they could sit to eat it. She snatched up a few fries, popping them into her mouth. A groan, associated with how good the taste was, hummed behind her closed lips as she closed her eyes. Nothing like some greasy french fries. 

    "Holy shit," she said quietly, biting into a fried pickle which tasted like the gods. Her blue eyes flickered over him with a cute little smile on her lips as she chewed and fingered one of the straws poking out of their soda. "So good," she bit her lip and dove into the food more. It was like she was practically having sex with the food, or so it seemed. But she didn't care. Hungry Bryn equalled unhappy Bryn and if you gave her food then she'd become Happy Bryn again. 

    Her painted nails plucked out another fry and she held it up by Kayden's mouth, an offering, as she wiggled her eyebrows at him. 

[ᴄᴀʟʟᴀ .]

"It's good right?" He muttered excitedly right before taking a swallow of the soda they were sharing. He used the same one that she was, ignoring the other plastic little cylinders sticking up out of the top. It wasn't like he was focused on it anyway, his blue eyes were still scanning over Bryn pretty obviously. Dayum, she looked pretty good today. Since the incident, he hadn't seen a glint of herself. And now it was slowly coming back. That got Kayden going. His body and muscles itched for movement and as soon as she held out the fry, he leaned it for a bite. After chewing and swallowing the food-gasm level of flavors a bright smile crossed over his features. "Damn, son. This shit is goooooooood" He said in a completely ghetto accent, glancing down at the food and grabbing himself a piece of funnel cake - then offering her a piece that was packed full of powdered sugar.

SORRY FOR SHORT POSTS -hides-
HOW DO YOU WANNA GO ABOUT THIS WHOLE EVENTUALLY HAVING SEX THING

[Maple ♥]

{ So like, they have a romantic time but then when they have to run away from the cuteness and get back to Kayden's house which we can say is like a half mile from the carnival and then they walk inside, drenched, and have heated wet sex. Yeah? I mean if that's too much then they could just fuck each other on the dance floor xD }

    Bryn's tongue peaked out between her teeth, biting it there for a second while her eyes shined and finally she bit the piece from his fingers. Her hair swept over her arms which were lazily laid on the tables edge. She didn't care about manners. She didn't care about anything, really. Except Kayden, and the way his eyes kept sparkling and his smile kept giving her butterflies. Seeing him so sexy by just eating really got her thighs itching and she had to cross them to settle down the tigeress (xD). Her foot slowly slid up, pushed apart his legs, and pressed delicately to the spot between his legs. Above the table, Bryn seemed composed and totally calm as she ate another french fry, gazing at the crowd around them though her foot still teased him. 

    Now that she'd gotten his undivided attention, she bit her lip while batting her eye lashes at him, slipping another fry in her mouth. "What's wrong Kayden?" she pursed her lips, tilted her head, and looked like an innocent little bitch. Whatever was coming over her, she felt powerful. And sexy. Her foot still grazed him softly, having ben pulled from her flip flops so that it was just her bare toes. But too soon she retreated, foot back on the ground, and face looking down to examine more food. She was like two totally different people. 

[ᴄᴀʟʟᴀ .]

Kayden hesitated. His breathing stopped after taking in a shocked breath. The piece of funnel cake in his hand had slipped out as his muscle concentration moved way more southward. Sugar spread a trail of white onto the wooden table in front of him. At first he was just shocked, simply shocked by Bryn's more forward actions. It wasn't really like her, or so he would think when he would imagine her in a sexual way. She seemed like a person that would let the male take control, do whatever they wanted - but now it was the opposite. Images of Bryn forcefully taking what she wanted, straddling him in control set him ablaze. A wave of tingling sensations whispered down to his crotch. He couldn't help the vigorous breath that flew past his lips. Like a lame cover up for a moan.

His chin tilted downwards, eyes soon following to see her feet gently playing with the fabric of his jeans. Her toes were easily making the contents more apparent. With his breath getting heavier by the second, he trailed back upwards to Bryn's face. A dangerous, hungry look dancing in his vision. If she wasn't careful he would have to take her right here, right now. Fuck the public eye. He would have responded to her words, but he was too horny, too turned on, to even let out a word. What started as a simple fair trip now seemed to have turned into a sexual game. The cards were set on the table.

As soon as her foot dropped to the ground, it was much easier to Kayden to reassemble himself - calm down his body. A smirk crossed his lips as his eyes trailed down towards the food. "You're messing with the wrong guy." He huffed, biting his lip as he glanced across the smorgage board. He gave her once last hungry glance before popping a fry into his mouth.

[Maple ♥]

    Bryn smirked at him, her eyes full of mischief. Her teeth pressed down on her bottom lip as her gaze flickered over him. "Oh, am I now?" she tilted her head again, not taking her gaze away from his as she bit into another fry with a nose scrunch. She was horny too. That's why she was being so bold. And well also because, YOLO. Yo fucking lo. She wanted Kayden in her pants and didn't realize she'd wanted him there since their first almost-sex rally. She swallowed the food, leaning forward which pressed her cleavage together - you know, not on purpose or anything - and smiled at him tauntingly. 

    "Because I'm starting to think you just haven't messed with the right girl before," she chuckled, flipping her hair over her shoulder. Her heart was pounding heavily in her chest and her legs and stomach were erupted with heat. Arousal. Whatever you wanted to call it where it was hard for her not to squirm under Kayden's sexy gaze. Her foot snaked back up once more, though she was shaking slightly. Bryn wasn't ever like this. She wasn't. But maybe the incident had changed her. Or maybe it was just hormones. Or maybe she was tired of being the damsel in every part of her life. She could change that personality trait around during sex - that could be her one characteristic for the love making - yes. She would dominate whoever she took into bed with her, which was most likely going to be Kayden really soon at the rate her body was tingling. 

[ᴄᴀʟʟᴀ .]

If he wasn't fucking wearing tennis shoes right now. If she wasn't across the fucking table. He would have sent her body into heaven in an instant. Seeing the glint of her sexuality was making his want for Bryn irresistible. It was always there, but now it was calling his name like every before. Moaning and grunting in the back of his mind. Begging for an opportunity to show Bryn just what he knew. Just how well he could make a girl twitch.

He leaned forward, putting most of his weight onto the table where his forearms were pressed into the wood. A good, daring glare sat in his features. He couldn't help but glanced at her chest, noticing the way she moved that made her body look so sexualized. Soft and perfect to the touch. The straightforwardness of his glare was none of his concern. Honestly, he wanted her to know that he was staring. That he enjoyed what he saw. So when he moved his eyes towards her face again, it was a long and drawn out trip to her lips, then her eyes. "Really?" He questioned, tilting his head slightly as he wet his lips. The smirk still played there even as he bit his lip from time to time. "Care to prove that?"

As her foot returned to it's more desirable location, he did his best to try not to show his pleasure on his face. His lungs on the other hand were acting against him, letting out heavy breaths out his nose or gently parted lips. He could sense her body slightly shaking, making him happy that she was just as excited as he was. Every muscle in his body was vibrating out of control. Ready to send shivers if he lost control.

Damn, Bryn was smart, beautiful, charismatic, and sexy as fucking hell.

[Maple ♥]

    Bryn's features heated with red at the thought of what Bastian could do to her. Sure, she wasn't a virgin. Sure, she'd had sex. But the man hadn't pleasured her at all. He'd gotten his share and left before she could get anywhere but be in pain. But if Kayden wanted to arouse her, and demolish her like his gaze was suggesting, she might just give up her attitude right then and there and go get some in the porta-potties. Wait - no Bryn - that would be gross. You can wait. 
    But man, could she? Her legs were tingling and her heart was fluttering and she couldn't help but keep biting her plump bottom lip. Her eye lashed flickered as she leaned forward, almost as if to kiss Kayden, her lips parted slightly and her eyes hungry. But at last second she rejected her own kiss to him, scooping up some funnel cake from the plate in front of him and put it into her mouth slowly, licking the powdered sugar off her thumb and index finger slowly, watching him. 
    When she swallowed down the bite full, she sat back in her regular seat like nothing had happened, her long hair sweeping around her shoulders so she had to push it back. Her foot once again resonated in the spot between Kayden's legs, fingering (toe-ing? xD) the slight bulge of his jeans there and popping in another fry. "Oh but Kayden," her eyes flashed as she pursed her lips. "This is a public area. Kinky is frowned upon in society," her eye brows lifted on her face with a glimpse of humor passing over her features. This was too fun, playing back and forth like they were doing. Her whole body was cramped with the need to touch Kayden more than just with her foot; she needed there to be no barriers between there bodies, in a bed, and grinding up on one another. But, that would come soon enough, she knew. Maybe they could enjoy themselves a bit more; Bryn torturing Kayden and watching him almost squirm. His eyes were dark, laced with warnings of 'you don't know what I'm capable of' and that made her want to moan with happiness. She wanted to be surprised at what her boyfriend could do to her, though she'd act all touch until the actual moment.